People say the worlds going to end soon. But they are looking at it wrong. it doesnt have to last forever to be perfect - Daydream Nation

It took me a while to realize but its okay to be selfish everynow and then. Just to think about yourself and reflect. To think of what you want in your life, what you want to do and what you can do at the verry moment. how to do it. But to stop seeing what others see and see you want to see. Its your life right. i Guess im finally getting tired of people telling me what to do, and how to think. For now on ill try and speak up weather or not it hurts some ones feelings, just as long as i dont get hit in the process. Let there be chaos and mayhem. 

Boys they are handsome enfasis on the some! basically sounding like a girl but i like my brothers friend and i cant do squat about it! frustrating making me hate that i like him. Getting him out of my mind, and its driving me insane like why cant i stop thinking of him. im begining to scare myself because im starting to be creepy and troll. =( . i banned myself off of facebook. But part of me says we could just be friends i might not like him in the end if i get to know him a little better it might just be his looks and his jokes that hooked me in like a fish one a wire. Who knows it wont hurt to try. If i get to know him though i have to do it the right way that means no electronics. i want to meet him face to face talk to him not through a phone or computer. This way i will be able to act natural without being weird. But i have a bad feeling because he is my brothers friend there are boundaries to which i have to follow. I dont want to ruin a friendship of my brother with his friend i like. And also i dont want to hide if i find myslef going to starbucks. He tends to be there. But starting out with the first talk no fear! be a brave little mouse and get it over with nothing to be scared of.

Being mean just feels good sometimes, telling the truth does too. like you are a feather no problems. only go todeal with the other person who is dissatisfied or dissagreens. well i just have some words for them. Suck it the fuck up and be a man!! no one will want that pussy. ;) 

Boys are really yummy

yummy in my tummy,

i like to eat their toes

and also their nose,

Don’t forget the fingers,

careful the smell lingers,

Stick them in a pot

make it really Hot!

Make sure the neighbors don’t hear

or the police will come near. 

Composed by : Melanita (or eskimo rapper)

who doesn’t like to eat boys they taste like candy.

One night as i was sleeping just drifting off i didn’t realize what i was about to dream of. So there’s a guy my brother use to work with lets just call him Poe. it was some kind of demonic twisted crap. not scary just peculiar. its been in my mind for days surprizingly its still there. at a house together in a room with a chair talking . soon we got clips like a camera changing angles as he was sitting down i get a glimpse of his balls and genitals green like a plant like the tree. like as if he was pants-less buck naked then laying down i see his face turn to the side his face shifts back and forth like a hologram going from normal from this kind of demonic black face with strange colored eyes  and a dark brown face with wrinkles and green with red. his eyes where not white with a completely different structure to his face. when he turns his face to face me it goes back to his normal handsome face. peculiar i don’t remember the rest but just that he had a green balls and a hologram face.